deja-vu dream

deja-vu dream

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fertilizer

fertilizer

comme il faut

comme il faut

seclusion

seclusion

hope kills

hope kills

selfies

selfies

good to be the king

good to be the king

uncanny valley

uncanny valley

burning man

burning man

american idle

american idle

projection

projection

the final step

the final step

nobody wants to hear it

nobody wants to hear it

one hell too many

one hell too many

life is enough hell
to face without trying to
fix a shitty drunk

purport

purport

i hide way too much
i say way too much too
pretend to be real

forever alone

forever alone

the struggle is real
mornings can be the saddest
all feels are heavy

fake it

fake it

i appear solid
underneath my foundation
is sinking quickly

yeah okay i get it

yeah okay i get it

you were not the first to
give up on me but you were
the first to convince me to

dearth faeder

dearth faeder

memories of me
fade away because they hold
no significance

wasted years

wasted years

my biggest failure
in this life was thinking
i also could be loved

preparing

preparing

the more i distance myself
the less it will matter
when i am gone

toil

toil|

so tired from the toil
each new day should be my last
one of them will be

at a loss

at a loss

what i want to say
is the only thing i just
cant put into words

overload

overload

i go nonverbal
trapped inside my head
unable to speak my mind

explanation

explanation
i have a reason
i just dont want to make it
my constant excuse