dearth faeder
memories of me
fade away because they hold
no significance
dearth faeder
Tag: poem
wasted years
wasted years
my biggest failure
in this life was thinking
i also could be loved
preparing
preparing
the more i distance myself
the less it will matter
when i am gone
toil
toil|
so tired from the toil
each new day should be my last
one of them will be
at a loss
at a loss
what i want to say
is the only thing i just
cant put into words
overload
overload
i go nonverbal
trapped inside my head
unable to speak my mind
explanation
explanation
i have a reason
i just dont want to make it
my constant excuse
backstory
backstory
i am a race car driver
thats what i tell the
ladies and the cops
farmers almanac
farmers almanac
never curse the rain
and never curse the sun on
a hot summer day
on the trestle
on the trestle
secrets shatter the laughter
a trusting soul yields
all security
the fifth dimension
the fifth dimension
space of mind in the
space-mind continuum is
where thoughts become life
stupidity
stupidity
if being stupid was a
criminal act i would be
a top fucking gangster
there is no try
there is no try
to invite someone into
my broken world would
be irresponsible
incentive
incentive
motivation is
strongest when opposition
is running you down
headway
headway
one foot in the past and
one foot in the present
eyes on the future
by the gaslight
by the gaslight
she called herself z
she kept the cray silent
but fueled by gaslight
introversion
introversion
i am challenging
to speak to because i dont
know how to express
this broken voice
this broken voice
i sit in my space
and i never speak
not a single word
words that bleed
words that bleed
opening the choke
emotions in a bottle
pouring blood like wine
stanza
stanza
poetry is
the music
of reason
gasp
gasp
you know what they say
a deep breath is hard to find
fucking exhausting
trodden
trodden
some just hate the ugliness
of this world more than
they love the beauty
lost cause
lost cause
you cant fix stupid
like you cant teach a monkey
to build a rocket
brittle
brittle
i am not a rock
as hard as i try to be
i crumble to dust
ladies man
ladies man
chicks dig scars this is
why i set myself on fire
always be thinking
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